Seeking

 

Like a little fish in the ocean or like a big caterpillar on a leaf in the forest, I'm headed to my way. I don't really know where to go, what to do, but I do learn on my own. Sometimes the waves show me the way, sometimes the winds do. I believe in my instincts, they lead me to the right path. The world outside is dangerous, I know. I had to find my secure place, a place that I can live there happily forever. Is there a place like this really?

The World In My Ears

      A very very hot day in summer, I was trembling on my feet. I should have found a seat, I talked to myself. I've got a bench near the seashore, I've upraised my head to the sky, and closed my eyes for a while, breathed deeply. For the first time, I could feel the oxygen, the fresh air filling my lungs. I felt refreshed. After repeating a few times, I heard seagulls up to the sea. I heard the birds up to my head on the tree, they were singing peacefully.  I could hear the washes of the sea. I could feel the warm wind coming from the south with some algae smell. The sun burned my skin, but I didn't mind. I enjoyed the moment.

In the middle of the ocean

It has nothing to do with me; I just dream and empathize.
What does it feel like to love someone who never loves and will never ever love you?